Trauma bond or a twin flame?

 





Not sure how to feel. I have got lots of thoughts that I have not put on paper. Yet. Especially when I see "last seen an hour ago" while not replying for several weeks. Neglect and boundaries were crossed, I guess. My pride won´t let me write them and I hate that I crave the attention. Is it from past trauma? To want constant attention I have not received? Probably. Self-aware, yet too fragile and stuck to deal with this. Yet. 

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